Sunday, September 26, 2010

"Thank you for Flying"

God is So faithful. I am beyond words to describe my thanks for His faithfulness and provision... nothing can fully describe my love for Him and His love for me.

I am now at Lee University staying with my sisters here & Loving the simplicity of BEing together. Getting here was such a testimony of God's privision I am so grateful for His presence during my travels here.

Saturday morning I spent with my mother and sister while finishing last minute packing and checking flight details. It was raining all morning and we left early to make sure there would be no trouble checking in baggage and the lot, however the traffic was worse than we expected and several wrecks had occurred. We finally arrived at the baggage check in and I had missed the "cut-off" by 3 MINUTES! So I go join a line of others and overheard the desk clerk telling the woman in front of me that they will have to changer her flight. I'm now praying fervently as I wait for my turn and after 8 minutes the lady is done and it's my turn to face the music. So I hand her my boarding pass and she begins to look quite confused, turning to her co-worker they both look shocked at their computers... (Me to God: What!? What's going on? Lord, come on, please let this go smoothly, please, please please...) She looks up at me and says, "well, your flight just was delayed 15 minutes even with the storm break...?" (THANK YOU GOD!!) haha She leans in and continues, "I'm not really supposed to do this, but give me your bag and go through security- you're "on time" in my books." (WOW!!!) So I turn and say goodbye to my mother and sister, then book it through security and to my terminal. I reach my gate and take a seat by several others waiting and have time to make a few memos, a phone call and just breathe for a moment. Suddenly I hear some God whispers and look up at the screen to notice that it says "Los Angeles" in severals locations... I take out my boarding pass and realize I'm 2 gates from my flight!!! (yikes! Whoa, God thanks, please let me make my flight!!) I get to my CORRECT gate just as they call my boarding number! (OH MY GOODNESS LORD! THANK YOU!) Get on the plane, find my seat and fully relax for the first time since I woke up that morning. I had made my first flight by the grace of God!
The flight itself was rough, turns out that big storm clouds can make it feel like the plane is free falling every 2 minutes... it was a little much for my motion sickness, but I was able to rest in the secret place and He would hold my body. While in that secret place of dwelling with God I spent ministering to God and also praying over the passengers around me. Also during the flight I got to speak with a young man beside me for a short time, and just share a little about my heart and work against sex trafficking and prostitution. I think he was a bit uncomfortable hearing about it so I did so cautiously, but I know that there was a reason God had me tell him about it.
Arrived in Charlotte, NC 30 mins late but I was looking at a 3 hour layover. So this time I made sure to check my gate (i'm sure I checked it 7 times), eat a little bit and make a few more phone calls. It was about 30mins prior to my loading time and again I began to hear God's whisper. Practically jumping to my feet I went to the desk and asked the lady working to reaffim that the flight to Chattanooga was on time. AGAIN the lady looked puzzled saying, "i haven't heard anything about a flight to Chatt.." and started looking things up on her computer. (God.. seriously, what is going on here?) After a few minutes and a phone call the woman told me that they had changed my gate that morning. -even though it said it was her gate online! So I am in terminal E.. and my flight leaves from A. (alright, here we go again God, i'll play along) I reach my gate - recheck with the attending woman that this was indeed where I was supposed to be - and then sat down, laughing at all the worry I had allowed to slip into my heart throughout the day.
Now content and at rest I began people gazing, one of my favorite things to do in public places. And I was so thrilled to just notice the individuals around me and see their lives. At one point this woman in her later 20s-early 30s walked in and I was immediately drawn to her spirit. She was across the room from me, and I tried not to act like a Complete Creeper but loved watching her be at ease as she waited- marveling to God about her beauty and how joyfully I felt her presence. Eventually I moved on to an older couple down the bench and it was a few minutes later when I looked and locked eyes with the other woman. Now, normally when you do this an an airport or in any other place you and the other person flash a smile, do a little head nod, or the "greeting blink," and then turn away. However- this time, neither of us could. We locked eyes, and it seemed like we were connecting in a deeper- spiritual way- and as this happened we went from smiling to fully Laughing in a matter of seconds! After the laughing subsided we did the "blink greeting" and then carried on with our people gazing. A few other times we'd catch each other's eye and just smile- the knowledge of a Higher and most beautiful God who's love and joy covers all being exchanged. (GOD, that was AMAZING! can this happen every day for the rest of my life?! haha)
Finally we began loading and these older woman who had been a ways across and down from me came up to me and just spoke beauty over me and encouraged me in it (so cool!) My seat is in the very back aisle seat of the jet -next to the bathroom and well, I'm not complaining at this point. When it looks like everyone is just about on I notice a very large man making his way back toward my "outpost." He gets his luggage stowed, looks at the small seat between myself and the window and then says, "that's me..." (haha, ok God- you're really funny...) Finally getting settled we take off for a very smooth 50min trip to Chattanooga the "hub of transportation" we passengers joked upon arriving in the airport and not seeing a Single staff member until at the baggage check in where there were 2.
At the baggage collection gate I was met not just by my sister Casey, but by 4 other sisters as well- such a joyful surprise!!! Those girls are amazing!
When we arrived on campus it was about 9:40 and several of us made our way to the prayer room. There a small group of about 10 brothers and sisters were gathered- worshiping our Father and ministering to each other. I could spend hours telling the unique details about all that happened during that prayer room set, however I will sum it up by saying that God's Presence came and moved about us. We stayed in His Presence, fellowshipping together and getting rocked by God in such a refreshing way until 12:30am! I LOVE entering His courtyards with my brothers and sisters here at Lee, there is such a freedom and unity in it!

God was all over my travels and I have only thanksgiving for the guiding whispers He gave me throughout the day and for the reward at the end of the day! :)
"Sing to God, sing praises to his name; lift up a song to Him who rides through the deserts; his name is the Lord; exult before Him!" ~Psalm 68:4

Love Always

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

The Countdown...

It's hard to believe I begin this journey in 4 days! (That's right... 4!!!!) I have finally hit the stark realization of how close I am now, and am having such a hard time letting myself rest just because I am so excited!!!

The estate sale my mother and I co-managed went incredibly well this weekend! We still have some major $ items to sell and we plan on putting those into a nearby auction- mom will have to do this on her own as I leave in just a few days! Through this sale, I have made over $1,000 -all of which goes towards my DTS! I am so thankful God has helped me reach my personal goal of making the first YWAM payment through the profits of my own labor- I have paid the first $4,300 now!!!

I am beginning to pack my suitcase, make last minute purchases, and ensure I have everything for the trip while trying to spend as much time with my mom and sister as possible! As I am...

4 days away from getting on a plane and leaving my family for 6 months.

4 days away to being with my LeeU brothers and sisters! It will be so good to fellowship with them again before leaving, I'm so thankful it worked out to fly up there before leaving!

7 days away from leaving all that I know and taking on the unknown in His name and guidance.

8 days away from officially meeting my team on the Kona campus and becoming a member of the YWAM ohana (= family in hawaiian).

Can it really be so soon? Lord, I have butterflies about it already - both from excitement and the knowledge of all the growth I'm about to go through.

In the last week He has been guiding me through many places in my heart where there is work to do so that I can best serve Him, and do so resting in His anointing and in relationship with Him. He is so good to me, and so worthy of all Praise!

Also, I'd like to extend my gratitude to those who have blessed me so deeply in the area of finances and helped me get to where I am now in raising the funds needed. As it says in Acts 20:35 “In all things I have shown you that by working hard in this way we must help the weak and remember the words of the Lord Jesus, how he himself said, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’” I understand that it may seem difficult to give or donate during this time, whether in a financial crisis or dealing with your own kids, but God says to give and through that you will receive His blessings. As of now I am still in need of $3,500 to complete my outreach phase. Every penny you give goes straight back out there. You are giving me the chance to help people who are in slavery, victims of human trafficking, held captive by poverty, have AIDS, are homeless or trapped in any other injustice of this world and I am so thankful for this opportunity!

If you feel led to send a gift towards this mission you can contact me for my mailing address by leaving a comment or emailing me, OR you can click on the "Donate" button to the right-hand side, OR follow the link below and send funds directly to YWAM on my behalf using the information below:


Watson
Marisa
lovingreflections.marisa@gmail.com
February 15, 1991
DTS-Justice
September 2010
(If you choose to give this way, I am paying for the "outreach" portion of my DTS costs now!)

Thanks for following and supporting me in prayer as I prepare for this journey of a lifetime! You, my family in Christ, mean so much to me and I am blessed to have each and every one of you as such! I pray He pours His richly anointed blessings upon you and your household ten-fold that of the way you have blessed me in your prayers, gifts, and words of encouragement.

Love Always

Thursday, September 9, 2010

The Dream is Alive!

16 days!
I have been dreaming about being with YWAM now for months and it finally hit me today how it is really happening! I have spent the last few days making lists of things to get for the trip, things to take, to-do before I leave, people to get in touch with, paper work to straighten, finances smoothed out, and an assortment of other things. It was just today when I realized, "I have 2 weeks and 2 days until I leave." Wow!!!
It's finally set in and I am beyond excited, and yet a little sad as well. Being away from my family for that long, especially after being in the house with them for early 5 months, seems daunting. However, I know that it is what God has called me to and so I am ecstatic about the teachings and experiences ahead!
Since my last post my mother, sister and I have moved to Texas and have been happily living in a 2 bedroom apt for exactly one month. It's been a time of great adjustment to the dramatic change of temperature, new faces, and overall culture shock going from Nashville to Fort Worth, but a time of major growth as well. Rachelle (my little sister) is in the marching band/color guard as a sophomore in high school so we see her for about 10-30mins as she goes from practice, shower, homework and then to bed. She and I have had some beautiful late night talks about life and God and it's so encouraging to hear from her heart like that! Mom's still without a source of steady income, but it seems that this painting/bible study dream God's put on her heart is lining up faster than the day jobs she's applied for, so we're looking forward to what God has in line for that. In the mean time, she and I are running an estate sale in Fort Worth for some family friends - may I just say how blessed and thankful we are for the work! I am using the money I make through this on travel costs, health insurance, living expenses (laundry, clothes, shampoo, etc) and other necessities that come up while I'm in Kona and on outreach.
On that note I wanted to let you know how finances are coming along with the fundraising and trip money. So here's the scoop!
I have paid for my flight to Kona myself, and found great prices for the 3 connecting flights there for just over $500! (This worked in 3 days time to spend at Lee, with my brothers and sisters there, up to the day I fly out for Kona.) Upon arrival to YWAM Kona, my first payment of $4210 is due. I have made ALL of that this summer through working various jobs and using my excess scholarship money from Lee last year! The second payment is $2500, due at the end of October. Through all of your gifts, I am only $600 short of meeting this already! The last installment will be due towards the end of November and will be somewhere between $2500-$3000 (depending on the outreach country). I will also need to purchase a flight home at the beginning of the next year from Kona to Fort Worth as I have not yet done that. So I am still looking to raise about $4000 more!

God is SO faithful to provide and I am So thankful for the blessings and gifts HE has given me through your pocket and that of my employers! Without Your willingness to give I would be nowhere as close to meeting these numbers! Thank you so much! Please continue to act in obedience and if you have not given yet, or have and still feel led to give to His work, contact me and I'll send you my mailing address.

In the last few weeks, I have met most of my team members, for JusticeDTS, through Facebook and we have been constantly chatting, encouraging, praying, and laughing together and for each other already - I can hardly wait to meet all these amazing brothers and sisters! Please continue to pray for me as I begin preparations to leave in just 16 days!

This dream is proving to be not only reachable with Him, but just a small step into a grand portrait of life by the Master!

Love Always